I... It's a little hard to find yourself worthy of respect when you answered to the man who killed some of your oldest friends. [ That's an almost weak defense. She knows it. ] It wasn't just that it did. The things... The thoughts I had, they were all mine. Just...unfiltered.

[ Her grip tightens on the bow. ]

It let all the dark impulses free, as long as- [ Tighter. ] ...As long as I obeyed him. In...whatever he wanted.